Darde delam enghad ziad shode ke shabahate ziadi be deldard dare ! khaste am , khaste az harchi ke hast , khaste az harchi ke bood ! ra mioftam ke beram mese harshab maste mast!
az koja begam , az koja mitoonam begam , az dele daghoonam , az dele shekaste ya tir khorde o zakhmi, az omid e nadashtam be zendegim. kash mishod mardesh boodam o khod koshi mikardam vali oon pedar o madar che gonahi kardan ke azaye pesareshoono bebinan ke ye omr zahmat keshidan vasash. kholase sare khodamo dard nayaram. zendegi bi rahme! eshgh ham be shekle parvaze ye parandas ! vali parande e ke tir bokhore o roo hava bal bal bezane , tomeye adamaye gorosne mishe!
ey kash omremoon 2 hafte bood 1 hafte javooni ye hafte ham pirio be omide marg , na yek omr bad bakhtio ye shab na omidi!
momkene harfamo nafahmi , khodamam bazi vaghta mifahmam , chon bayad roo moodesh basham, dar dorooze omre kootah sakht jaani kardam ba hame na mehrbanan mehrbani kardam! kash nemikardam
man adabi balad nistam benevisam , vali sooze delamo minevisam baraye khodam , chon aroom tar va atashe delam shole var tar mishe !
mikham zendegio az dide casiono begam , vaghti miri casiono momkene daro nadareto bebazi poole ghaza khordaneto hata poole bargasht ham nadashte bashi! vali baz omidet be kasi hast ke .... vali saraye zendegi chi , vaghti too casinoye zendegi mibazi omidet be kie joz khoda ! vaghti daro nadareto mibazi vaghti hadafato mibazi ! eshgheto va dar nahayat tamame zendegi to , baraye chi badesh zendegi mikoni! baraye 2 kalame tojih ! ghesmat ya sarnevesht ? pas key bad az bakht baraye khodet bazi koni ?
jalebe raze zendegio fahmidan kare man nist shayad kare hichkasi nabashe , faghat mitoonam begam sakhte ! mishe goft dele shekaste band zade nemishe!
Midooni del asire ? Asire ta bemire !!!
BE MAN BEGOO BI VAFA HALA YARE KE HASTI KHAZANE OMRAM RASID NOBAHARE KE HASTI!!!
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