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DELAM

DELAM mikhad be delam ye ghalam bedam , harchi ke tooshe fariad bezane roo kaghaz , chon khodam nemitoonam room nemishe, bazam az ye barge khejalat mikesham! az khodaaaaaaaaaaam khejalat mikeshaaaaam!

ey vay delam golam chet shode ? dobare gerefti ? dobare masti ? ay baba , akhe shayan chi mishod migofti yebar mashroob khordi ke shad beshi! hamishe vaghti kharabi mihkori ke kharab tar beshii ?

are shayan kharaaabaaam divoone am gham daram be ki begam akheeee!!! dige sheri ham peyda nemishe aroomam kone !

delam mikhad begam fuck u doniaaaa! heyf ke khod koshi gonagi dare ke hargez bakhshide nemishe !!! heyf...

Gerye am bi ekhtiar ast ! kashk ashkam ham miomad o aroom mishodam , oo dar peye azare man bood ;) oo rafto az oo yade oo mand ;) rafto digar bar nagasht ( Goore babash )

KHOOB vaje e ke digar vojood nadare va jasho be bad dade !

khoob hastam khoob mikham , khoob khaham mand

be omide yekrangi

Tahamol Ya faramooshi ?

salam khoda khoobi ? khoda ye soal daram ! chera mano enghadr ghavi afaridi ? khoda nemidoonam ye hesi daram esmesho nemishe gozasht faramooshi va na mishe gozasht tahamol pas in che hesie , khoda daghoon shodam vali hanooz roo pamam , khoda naboodam kard vali hanooz mese mard vaysadam!
khoda midooni nemidoonestam enghad sakht poostam... Die Hard o bayad esmesho roo man mizashti!

vaghti ke gham dari enghad tahamol mikoni ta faramoosh koni bad ke faramoosh mikoni dige tahamolesh nemikoni! loool khoda joz to kasio nadaram ! dooset daram ba 120 ta Core CPU ba 10GB bandwith va 132 GB ram !

fek mikoni ba raftanet daghoon shodam ? oon moghe daghoon boodam ! taze zendegim vasam asal shode! mifahmam alan hich moshkeli nadaram moshkelam to boodi!!! khodaro shokr tanha shodamo eshgho seportam be eastern wind va dadamesh be traveller ;)

man sakhti nemikesham sakhti manam! zendegi azaram nemide azaresh midam , i fucked any problem come on try ...

Del Dard!

Darde delam enghad ziad shode ke shabahate ziadi be deldard dare ! khaste am , khaste az harchi ke hast , khaste az harchi ke bood ! ra mioftam ke beram mese harshab maste mast!

az koja begam , az koja mitoonam begam , az dele daghoonam , az dele shekaste ya tir khorde o zakhmi, az omid e nadashtam be zendegim. kash mishod mardesh boodam o khod koshi mikardam vali oon pedar o madar che gonahi kardan ke azaye pesareshoono bebinan ke ye omr zahmat keshidan vasash. kholase sare khodamo dard nayaram. zendegi bi rahme! eshgh ham be shekle parvaze ye parandas ! vali parande e ke tir bokhore o roo hava bal bal bezane , tomeye adamaye gorosne mishe!
ey kash omremoon 2 hafte bood 1 hafte javooni ye hafte ham pirio be omide marg , na yek omr bad bakhtio ye shab na omidi!
momkene harfamo nafahmi , khodamam bazi vaghta mifahmam , chon bayad roo moodesh basham, dar dorooze omre kootah sakht jaani kardam ba hame na mehrbanan mehrbani kardam! kash nemikardam

man adabi balad nistam benevisam , vali sooze delamo minevisam baraye khodam , chon aroom tar va atashe delam shole var tar mishe !

mikham zendegio az dide casiono begam , vaghti miri casiono momkene daro nadareto bebazi poole ghaza khordaneto hata poole bargasht ham nadashte bashi! vali baz omidet be kasi hast ke .... vali saraye zendegi chi , vaghti too casinoye zendegi mibazi omidet be kie joz khoda ! vaghti daro nadareto mibazi vaghti hadafato mibazi ! eshgheto va dar nahayat tamame zendegi to , baraye chi badesh zendegi mikoni! baraye 2 kalame tojih ! ghesmat ya sarnevesht ? pas key bad az bakht baraye khodet bazi koni ?

jalebe raze zendegio fahmidan kare man nist shayad kare hichkasi nabashe , faghat mitoonam begam sakhte ! mishe goft dele shekaste band zade nemishe!




Midooni del asire ? Asire ta bemire !!!




BE MAN BEGOO BI VAFA HALA YARE KE HASTI KHAZANE OMRAM RASID NOBAHARE KE HASTI!!!

Oon ke rafte dige hich vaght nemiad!

Yademan bashad talabe eshgh ze har bi saro paee nakonim!

Taghdir

Kheyli jalebe be in chiza hichvaght iman nadashtam , taghdir ghesmat va ... pishe khodam migoftam man ba hame fargh daram vase chizi ke behesh mikham beresam joon midam talash mikonam , vali engar rasme zamoone hamine age to bekhay oon nemikhad, joonamo ke gereft hich hadaf , barname , angize va mano az man gereft. Ey kaaash ke az oon aval nemikhastam ba hame fargh dashte basham harf goosh midadamo khodamo fana nemikardam. nemidoonam tahala hes kardi too bi vazni zendegi koni ? age hes karde bashi mifahmi chi migam. adama be jayee miresan ke az marg dige nemitarsan man alan daram ba marg doost misham , be omide roozi ke asheghesh besham !!!
Hich vaght az khoda nemikham mese baghie basham , ey kash baghie mesle man boodan!!!








بايد تورو پيدا کنم
bayad toro peyda konam --- I have to find you
شايد هنوزم دير نيست
shayad hanoozam dir nist --- maybe it's not late yet
تو ساده دل کندي ولي تقدير بي تقصير نيست
to sade del kandi vali taghdir bi taghdir bi taghsir nist --- you gave up easily but the destination is not faultless too
با اينکه بي تاب مني بازم منو خط ميزني
ba inke bi tabe mano bazam mano khat mizani --- though you are restless for me, still you draw a line on me (you put me aside)
بايد تو رو پيدا کنم تو با خودت هم دشمني
bayad toro peyda konam to ba khodet ham doshmani --- I have to find you, you are enemy even with yourself
کي با يه جمله مثل من ميتونه آرومت کنه
ki ba ye jomle mesle man mitoone aroomet kone? --- who can make you feel calm only with a sentence as I do?
اون لحظه هاي آخر از رفتن پشيمونت کنه
on lahze haye akhar az raftan pashimoonet kone? --- (who can) change your mind about leaving at the very last seconds (as I do?)
دلگيرم از اين شهر سرد
degiram az in shahre sard --- I'm sad of this cold city
اين کوچه هاي بي عبور
in koche haye bi obor --- (I'm sad of) these banned alleys
وقتي به من فکر مي کني
vaghti be man fekr mikoni --- when you are thinking about me...
حس مي کنم از راه دور
hes mikonam az rahe door --- I feel it from very away
آخر يه شب اين گريه ها سوي چشام مي بره
akhar ye shab in gerye ha soye cheshamo mibare --- these cries would make my eyes blind one night(some day)
عطرت داره از پيرهني که جا گذاشتي ميپره
atret dare az pirhani ke ja gozashti mipare --- your smell comes from your clothing which you left
بايد تو رو پيدا کنم هر روز تنهاتر نشي
bayad toro peyda konam har rooz tanhatar nashi --- I have to find you in order not to let you get more lonely by day
راضي به با من بودنت حتي از اين کمتر نشي
razi be ba man boodanet hatta az in kamtar nashi --- in order not to let you get tired of being with me more than this
پيدات کنم حتي اگه پروازم پرپر کني
peydat konam hatta age parvazamo par par koni --- (I have to find you) even if you destroy my flight
محکم بگيرم دست تو احساسم باور کني
mohkam begiuram dasteto ehsasamo bavar koni --- (I have to find you) to hold your hands very tight to make you believe my feelings

kheyli jalebe . emshab too hops and grapes boodam , bazam delam tang bood tange chizi ke nemidoonam chie tanham tanhayee e chizi ke nemidoonam kojast , khaste am nemidoonam az chi , nemitoonam tarafe kasi beram azabe vojdan daram ba inhali ke kasio nadaram. emshabam tanham va az tanhayeeie delam oomadam inja benevisam , migan mastio rasti . ey khoda to ke hameye maro doost dari dar hame sharayet pas mano dariab khaste shodam faghat toro daram faghat va faghat...
kasio hich vaght too zendegim nemitoonam peyda konam mesle khodam mehraboon ba maram , ye roo ye dast, va bazam mehraboon. pas baram peyda kon , na na dige ashegham nakonia... ye bar ashegh shodam baraye haft poshtam baste 5 saal khodamo gozashtam tooye mahdoodiate 100% bazam tohmat shenidam tohmate chizayee ke va karayee ke har harze mardi mikone !
doostet daram be ooon khorshide garmet va be oon shabe aroomet , be aroomie setare ha , va be bozorgie daria , be narmie abe roodkhoone!!
I love you god , khoda man ke kasio nadaram IDito bede baham chat konim!!!!!